What I can't say in real life.

It's honestly faster and more convenient to keep a blog than a diary haha

So I’ve been back February 3rd (Friday) and I can now say, beyond a shadow of a doubt, that I’m am incredibly unhappy to be back. Although I was always bored at Auntie Debi’s house, at least it was a good type of boredom. I’m bored here at Grandma’s house but that boredom is due to my lack of desire to clean. This house is such a nuisance that I had to clean the house from top to bottom when I got back. Nobody had picked up a finger to mop, vaccum or clean in general. So that’s what I did. I got back at 9 at night and cleaned until 2 in the morning.

That’s not the only problem with me being back. Everybody is completely useless. Amaka makes trouble and mess and neither Auntie nor Grandma are able or willing to do anything about it. 

Bah

It’s sad how often I think about summer and then get even more bummed that it’s only February. Can time go any slower? Jeez.

So I’m African American and Nigerian and I still get made fun of but it it’s not “referring to me because I’m not really African.”

So I’m African American and Nigerian and I still get made fun of but it it’s not “referring to me because I’m not really African.”

(Source: black-girl-problems)

Dear Square Enix

Stop dicking around. Stop with the Nintendo DS and PSP games and give us Kingdom Hearts for the PS3 and Xbox 360. Wtf are you waiting for? You know we will all buy it and it’ll do extremely well. 


What’s the problem?

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Manhattan Beach, California (A Thulani Ngazimbi Original)

thekewrayter:

Manhattan Beach, California (A Thulani Ngazimbi Original)

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Grandma

I’m not sure why. Okay that was a lie; I know exactly why Grandma is pissing me off lately. Basically I feel like a slave.

After a bit of observation, it seems like Grandma spends most of her time sitting and thinking of food. Today for example, the only times she spoke to me it involved food. Sad, right? It’s like an aged version of Amaka is living inside of Grandma. It’s terrible. I cooked and she threw all the food I cooked out because she thought Auntie Debi would cook while she stayed here for SIX hours. 

I hate that she sits like royalty and watches me work like a slave.  I hate it so much.

Finals

My last official week of class is basically over. =) You have absolutely no idea how happy I am. I’m excited and nervous for my Art History final and really nervous for my French final. I’m not to moved by my English final.

When finals are over, I’m going to braid my own hair and save myself $175. I need to start being independent and I’m taking the first steps towards independent. Also, I need a break. I’m really, really exhausted. Without worry about school, essays, translating French and memorizing art terms, I will be able to focus on other important activities. 

I need to clean the house - vacuum, mop, clean the fire place and paint. 

And I need a little bit of free time to myself.